i cant find replacement for one of my working days...
and how am i suppose to predict if i had "something on" on that particular day when you wanted us to give you our schedules one mth in advance.
haiz haiz... complain complain and complain........
thats the way how part time job are being scheduled and thats what i hate about it...
how how
what am i suppose to do... pretend to fall sick? maybe...thats my last resort!
i shall see how it goes....

Some of the hardest thing to experience in life are relationships break up. Spending sleepless night tossing and turning over a relationship break up. worst still, thoughts of committing suicide.

you must be thinking wats wrong with me when i am already happy with what i have. i am not sure too.
its been such a long time since that break up. and i have totally forgot how i manage to pull through for that 14 mths.

glad... i am so glad everything is over.... if not, i would still be in that pool of shit and wouldnt have such a great guy with me now. My relieved of ending a misery and welcoming a new happiness changed my life. Making me the happiest woman on earth. My guy who has all it takes to be a great boy-friend and husband, gives me all the love i needed. why will i ever wanna face another break up when i have already met my soul partner. (if you think i am such a show-off, you can just close the freaking window cuz i didnt force you to read it.) haha... seriously, i am not in a rush to get married or whatsoever... just stating what i think. :D :D

anyway, for frenze out there if you ever face a break up (hope you will not),
-grieve all you want over it; having a close frenze to accompany you often, might work too...
-keep yourself busy
-dunn resort to drinking cuz it doesnt helps in anyway and its harming yourself.
-getting something nice that you like. (shopping...catching a movie)
-if you are dealing with the end of a very long term relationship, take a trip. Travel can be a perfect way to allow you the chance to put your life into a new perspective.
-dunn dive into a new relationship immediately. These rebound relationships normally are nothing more than a recipe for disaster.

Good Luck people.... :D :D

I am so tired cuz i just came back from JB.

and this afternoon, i rushed back to JB just to go for my dental appointment.

and when i register my name at the reception, the malay lady actually forgotten about me and asked the person who was after me to go in first.......

annoying!!!! i came earlier yet i gotton wait another 20 mins cuz of her mistake.

i just dunnn like to wait.... not that i am being fussy, u know...

the dentist tighten my lower teeth with a new wire and the amount of pressure he exerted to my poor teeth never fail to scare me. Both my hands will clench together when he is attending to my little teeth...and my bf will always accompany me to the dentist. i think that is the moral support he is giving me... so that i will not be as scare... hahaha.. crap.. he just sit there and look at the dentist torturing me can..... but there is nothing he can do lah... haha... okie..i am toking rubbish... anyway thats the price i gotton pay (excluding 6K), since i want my teeth to look nice.
hoho...

**a few pictures took after dentist**

damn...keep trying to paint my nails properly but i cant paint them evenly and sometimes my hands will jolt for no reason while i am painting them... irritating...

suggest that i go for a manicure session rather that i do it myself right?

true... for convenient sake, i should. And the cheapest at bugis village is only 10 bucks. But since i have time to do it myself, why not? thou the output is abit hmm..... yaa... it takes a longer time and as a result cause myself to be frustrated... But i like the process of DIY... haha...and yet i am still grumbling at it... hrmmp... blame it on my skill...

haha...a pic of my nails...and recently, my fingers have rashes so it seem abit rough... sadz...

anyway, i realise that each family have their own culture in celebrating chinese new year.

whether it is the chinese new year decoration, the need to change a new bedsheet, PJ, etc... the way each family greets each other with auspicious words and the exchanging of mandarin orange...etc.

i think i am quite a traditional person when it comes to CNY and other chinese events. i will follow the do's and dont's told by my folks and relatives. Because it is a custom that we gotton past it down to our younger generation. whether they like it or not, they gotton know it. but of course, doing it is another thing.

i went to visit a frenze of mine during CNY and felt rather strange. cuz i was being taught to present the mandarin orange to the elders and they will in turn return me another. so i waited and waited... even when we are leaving her house, her folks didnt return me... so i told my frenze about it. and she said their family culture is like tt... young will give the elder orangeS and in return they will give red packet... not that i am stingy with my orange, just that i am not use to the kind of culture...

anyway, i have some elders who will pass my aunty one whole stack of red packets so that she will take the place of that particular elder to give out red packetS to us. they will also give extra red packetS in case they left out some of my cousin. weird, huh??

some will bring one whole bag of mandarin orangeS for visiting. I think there were about 8 or 10 of orangeS in a bag?? i tot two orangeS is enough?? why so many?? hahaha... one of the elder actually left the orangeS on the table without me knowing and just left... (cuz my parent went for holiday)

weird... weird...there will always be weird things happening during new year... haha

anyway, a picture of the two pregnant women for the year of golden piggy... (my sister and elder cousin)

this is the jade pig that my mum bought from yun nan. one for baby pig and one for my 2nd sis. it is so cute, right??

and lastly, Us... :D

(4th day of CNY)

yoz.. its been a long time since i blog...
i am not very sure what i should tok about here... so i just leave it...
hoho...

anyway, i am having a self-decared holiday.
because i am suppose to be in school for internal attachment.
but i took half day flexi leave on wednesday and two days of MC on thursday and friday.
just wanna be away from school... and the crappy attachment we are in.
so these few days are for me to replenish my sleep... hunt down all the things on my shopping list.... chill out with frenze...
feel so relax...
and Chinese new year is just next week...
heehee

*Mischa Barton (so sweet of my bestie, she took it for me while shopping)

these few days were either cloudy or rainy... making me feel lethagic...
as thou i am crawling to school everyday..
and i gotton switch my morning wake up-call to 7am now... just to rush to school to sign in...
after signing in, i can either take my breakfast or stay in the room to rot....
this will carry on for the next 10 weeks of my attachment in BSU...
Business Service Unit aka "Busy Slacking Unit"
there will be projects coming along... but i doubt it will keep us busy...
so i can either eat and eat and eat when i am bored... or i can go for a jog...
but i gotton find my jogging kaki first... haha...**Geok, i am free...haha..*

HEI PI NEW EAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just had my FIRST brunch or maybe first meal at Noble House with my family on the very begining of 2007...
Their servings were pretty good... so i just ignore my two toothless teeth and eat..
eat eat and eat.. haha
meanwhile, i gotton eat in smaller bites and SLOWLY..... very slow...
goodness...i use to eat rather fast and in mouth full..
opps..i am so not girly... but i like to fill my mouth with food when i eat..
haha... (depend on occasion when i do that)
two days back i was still complaining how i can possibly eat solid food when i just plucked two teeth.
haha...yea manz.. u can just imagine how i can NEVER slim down when all i tot of is eating...

people...if u are thinking why i pluck my tooth, it is cuz i am going to put braces
come on... not that shocking rite?? some might be thinking, "u should have put it long ago, manz"
sad to say..i hate my bunny tooth.. i really hate it..
since few years back, i have been thinking of putting braces.. but never had the courage...
partly was the pain, partly was the outcome after putting braces... (whether it will be nicer than before...blablabla)
and for those who have been teasing me about my bunny tooth...
you got it... u created fear in me... u made me feel inferior compared to others... u made me hate myself...
dont worry, i wouldnt dislike u...
but remember to do some self-reflection cuz your personal comment do affect others.

whatever it is... all these have past...
and i am not suppose to blog about my braces... so i shall not carry on
hhaha...

New Year eve celebration was BBQ at my aunty house.
nothing much especially when i cant bite haha.. i mean eat...
ya...so much food to eat.. yet i can hardly bite... by the time i finished chewing my little meat.. all my appetite on the rest of the food were gone... sadz...
yesterday was a get together... chit chatting with uncles, aunties and cousins...
updating about gossips or news that we dont know.. blabla...
AND we found out that my elder cousin is pregnant too.. haha
so coincident ... both my sister and her will be having a baby piggy next year...
hohoho....
**happy happy**...

anyway, i felt kinda weird not celebrating new year eve with my bessie and other frenze...
because we(souls) will always be so high and on when there is a celebration of any event...
and we will always organise it inadvance to make sure that the date being set will suits the majorities.
yepyep...

And of course, i also spent the new year eve with my bf... hahaha...
how can i leave him out...

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!
1) Study like a nerd...(if i can ever do that...haha...okie.fine..i try)
2) Control my temper & less vulgarities
3) Be a good girlfrenze (i promise i will TRY not to bully u, k?? i promise that i will try.. :D)
4) Make sure jeremy dunn bully me too!!! hahaha :D
5) Hope that my braces will not cause me so much pain...
6) Slim down (i will... mentally)
7) **still thinking**

LASTLY, love all my love ones more than the previous year...
heehee