the silly us......

soul sisters rox.......

woohoo..........
just cant wait for 25/11 to arrive...
gotton go holiday with dear dear
hmmm....although it is our 3rd or 4th going together....
i still feel excited...
cuz it is him...who is going with me...
yea...................

KL

having these mixed feeling rite now....
i wonder why it would be like tt....
whenever i listen to this song....
memories would all flow back...
sweet...bitter...silly....memories...
i miss those days...
and till now i still regret what i have done....
something which i have done without a clear mind...
something hurtful which make me react so rashly
i tot time will heal everything....
but my guilt is still there after so many years....

i am really sorry..... i will not expect you to forgive me....
or maybe u have forgot about what had happened...
but i hope we could be frenze again...
normal frenze....

but anyway....i hope everything is going well for you...
and i wish u happiness...........

the song u ask me to listen....i still remember it......

O-town (all or nothing)
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now
I want the best of youI dont care if that's not fair

Chorus:
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

Carperter--only yesterday

Carpenter---Only Yesterday

After long enough of being alone
Everyone must face their share of loneliness
In my own time nobody knew
The pain I was goin' through
And waitin' was all my heart could do

Hope was all I had until you came
Maybe you can't see how much you mean to me
You were the dawn breaking the night
The promise of morning light
Filling the world surrounding me
When I hold you

Baby, baby, feels like maybe, things will be all right
Baby, baby, your love's made me
Free as a song, singin' forever
Only yesterday when I was sad and I was lonely
You showed me the way to leave the past and all its tears behind me
Tomorrow maybe even brighter than today
Sinc I threw my sadness away
Only yesterday

I have found my home here in your arms
Nowhere else on earth I'd really rather be
Life waits for us, share it with me
The best is about to be
So much is left for us to see
When I hold you
Baby, baby, feels like maybe, things will be all right
Baby, baby, your love's made me
Free as a song, singin' forever
Only yesterday when I was sad and I was lonely
You showed me the way to leave the past and all its tears behind me
Tomorrow maybe even brighter than today
Sinc I threw my sadness away
Only yesterday

hai~~~~
i am in a delimma
whether i should go egypt or not
if i am going....gotton set off on the mid of dec....till christmas..
where it is my holiday..so i dunn have to skip school or what
but i will be away for so many days

i would confirm miss my darling.....
but i wanna go.........
how how????????????
hai~~~~~~~~~
i need a decision fast.........
think think think think think

hey people........
i have updates on my picture gallery....
taken with my frenze.... silly picture...
hahaha

jess

To my deareset best friend jessie,

it has been more than half a year of separation from the same school....
i miss the times when we take the same bus to school...i miss the times
when we gossip about people....i miss the times when we just looked at each other
and laughed(cuz we just laugh at the same thing without saying)
we have the same tot.....tellpathy.....we quarreled and so many more.....
i really miss you alot....
my best frenze....my girl frenze....
i cant bear to let u go like tt....
i dunn like it...i just dunn like it...
i just feel like hugging you tightly and dunn wanna bid goodbye...

how am i going to adapt to my life like tt.......
u know me well enough..... i always seems tough and like to irritate you....
but it just upset me,
each time tears will just roll down
it has been so many years.........
and now we gotton go our own path...

i will always miss you, jess

with lots of love,
tee

heelllo

ohh...manz....
first day of school........
monday blue......

u know..whatever.....
i mean with the human being....
i believe i am sensible enough to even bother about it...
hahaha
kids will just gotton grow up some day, u know........

neh.......

back to reality........
hai~~~ sianz....
i just came back from KL....
everything was fun and cool there....
but when i arrive in Spore....
all i felt was....SIAN........
ohh...yayaya!!!!! i was so excited when i bought KL Cleo.....
although...ya...it is just any other cleo....but it has Mischa Barton on the coverpage...
ohh...my god....
i just love her so much....
other than jess(whom i love)...she is the next one...
ohh....my god...
hahahah........so happy that i bought it.....
hohohoho

anyway...
i really do look forward on this friday...
cuz it is my bessie birthday...and we are having BBQ....and camping at the beach...
throu the night...
i just love my bunch of bonkers....
hanging out with them....make me feel like we are a huge family....

SOUL SISTER IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!

sec sch

I miss my secondary school frenze....we have been together for so many years...........
when throu ups and downs...... quarrel, fighting, cold war, making fun of each other, help each other in times of needs................get punish together.... pon together...
i just miss everything we do together.....

the most memorable is Total Defence Day....
It was like this, everyone in school was only able to purchase sweet potato and mineral water...
we bunch of human being...was thinking of being outstanding...
so the day before we plan what kind of delicious food to bring during recess....
and when recess came....we happily carry many tupperwares of food to the canteen to eat....
we filled two table full of food.....and about 15 to 20 of us crowd around the table...
eating and making so much noisy..........
the rest of the woodlanders stared at us like aliens......

Soon.....the Empress of the School came.....
she didnt scold us...but yup...lecture us nicely...hahaha
she kept questioning us who gave the permission to have such potluck...blablabla....
and after that day, 5N became famous.....
ohh...anyway...we were already famous......not only after that incident....
our "happily eating" looks...were being shown during teacher's meeting too.....someone took our photo...
and yup... our form teacher got it.....
but...she didnt scold us....she even still blame us for not inviting her over to eat with us....

this is just one of the many many memorable days we had....
i miss my old sch days....i miss 5N....
i miss 5A.....i miss soul sister and many others whom we always hang around together.....
never will i forget u all................

hmm........
today was the first day of work...and i would say that...everything went smoothly and it was great..........
before that i was imagining that my colleague would be very strict during their working hrs... no jokes.. no laughing..
but when i was introduced around in the office
i realise these colleagues can be quite funny....and lame too...
hahaha....

The working environment there, was totally new to me......
DBS Office at Tanjong Pagar is where i am working currently...
but only for the holidays....
how i wish the holidays would be longer....
not really because of working...but wanna go on a holiday....
with my soul sister&JBK......and my BF....

anyway....i will not blog as often....or maybe i have never blog often....

miss my lovely frenze................

holidays.........yea...........

woohoo..................
holidays holidays...holiday...
after all the irritating...hectic work....
gotton make full use of it....
do all the things that i didnt manage to do...
woohoo...............woohoo..............

hi people.....been busy around these few weeks...
hardly have time for myself or with my darling
all thanks to the school projects..
and now...i have to get ready for my exam when my project would be soon over...

sick

will not blog for the time being............
sick
sick
sick
sick
sick

sux

tired....tired of my life
the way i always wanted it,
doesnt seems to be there...
hoping for it
strugging for it
but i still cant seems to have
guess that is life..
everything can never go your own way

exhasted..tired...stressed....
ICAs...projects....
totally sick of it...

Ways of releasing stress:
1) Sleeping (it is the best)
2) Spending time with my darling
3) Shopping
4) Going out with frenze
5) KTV
6) See giraffes (????)
7) Rot at home
8) Going to the Beach

anything more??? cant really think of.... my brain is quite dead now...
cuz of his sch work, i cant really meet him as much as we do last time
hai~~really miss him so much
BUT not to worry....we are always together mentally...
yeaa...........

P team

after two interviews,i finally got into professional team....
with 4 of my classmates...
the training for professional team seems boring....
i have attending those grooming session b4.....i know those stuff the teacher was teaching...
but still have to go throu it....
i will not say that i am expert with it....to me, those are so called common sense....
not born with it....but as you interact with human beings....u will pick up and learn people good points
yup...those session still have to be paid...cool cool....
hmm....at pro team, i could really notice different kind of people...
what kind??? i will not further comment.....

dear

this is for my guy:

19 mth might be a short period of time...
but it seems that i have know u for age..
we have went throu the toughest time together
and we still stay true and loving

what more can i ask from lord
they have been kind to me, by giving you to me
they have gave me someone who love me so much like how they loved me...
i promise i would shower you with all my love u need...
cuz you are the only guy i love the most....(excluding my dad)

holiday

lovely project.....interesting project.......
damn....so many project....wonder when can i finish all of them...
after test have project(holiday)...after project have presentation....after presentation have test...
on and on.....never ending...
i need a real holiday.....a holiday where i can just sit by the beach near my luxury resort with my darling....feel the breeze while we whisper in each other ears.....BUT
my two weeks holiday is like a project week.... how boring can it be....
just gotton quickly get over it.....

wooo........

ohh...manz...really lazy to blog...it seems years since i touch it....