hhm.......
i have been searching for my mini skirt....
and i just cant find one that i like...
i wonder izzit i am fussy or the skirts now are ugly OR i went to the wrong place...
i JUST CANT FIND IT!!!!
oh well..... never mind...
i will just have to be patient and slowly find it...
AND... damn... i dun know which levis jeans of design i should buy...
i need opinion from people...
hhm..i forgot the numbers of it...
but i am having a little problem deciding which one to get...
yupyup.... buy them all??? hahaha...
wait lah...just wait...
hohoho....

school gotton start in one week time...
which means i gotton re-socialise...
having to face different kind of frenze/ classmates
i wonder if i have to fake that smile.... :
or laugh when the freaking joke is not funny...
although my close pals say that i am in training mode....
but when it comes to poly bunch... it become intermediate mode
yupyup.....
but still... i did meet some cool and wonderful frenze during my first yr of poly..
and luckily when i am with them... i didnt have to fake that damn smile...
sometimes those people make my mouth numb... hahaha...
ai yo... whatever lah....
(any of the BM0505 pals who read this.... pls do not think too much and if u think u didnt..
good for u)
hohoho......
anyway hope that my classmates would be HAPPY in their new class, ya????? it is fate that brought us together as a class once.... and wish that everything will go well for u all.. :D :D
and i hope mine would be smooth too..... :(

i am tired...AGAIN....
always seem to feel tired and lethagic
but still we went to East Coast
strolling around....and riding the bicycle....
i just feel so happy and contented spending time with him
we can keep chatting and chatting... absolutely anything...
yaa...that why he is my bf rite... (ya..quite dumb of me)
hahaha....
whatever it is.... i enjoyed myself even though i was tired...
cuz it was him that gave me energy...
and sad to say.... school is going to reopen soon..
i dunn think we can meet that often.... :(
hai~~~ AND i gotton wake up freaking early...
moreover, it is internal attachment
i wonder will i be late for it...
hahaha..
hope not....
okie...i wanna sleep.... my eyes are half shut...
they seems to be burning....
gotton let my eyes have some rest...


take care people... :D :D

One of the songs that i love

If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you,
I promise youThat,
that I shall never breathe again
Breathe again Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again
Breathe again

And I can't stop thinkin' about
About the way things used to be
And I can't stop thinkin' about
About the love that you make to me
And I can't get you outta my head
How in the world will I begin
To let you walk right out my life
And blow my heart away
And I can't stop carin' about
About the apple of my eye
And I can't stop doin' without
Without the center of my life
And I can't get you outta my head
And I know I can't pretend
That I won't die if you decide
You won't see me again

If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise youThat,
that I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again
Breathe again

And I can't stop thinkin' about
About the way my life would be
No I can't stop thinkin' about
How could your love be leavin' me
And I can't get you outta my mind
God knows how hard I tried
And if you walk right out my life
God knows I'd surely die
And I can't stop doin' without
Without the rythm of my heart
No I can't stop doin' without
For I would surely fall apart
And I can't get you outta my mind
Cause I know I can't deny it
And I would die if you decide
You won't see me again

If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise youThat, that I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again
Breathe again

Toni Braxton


One of my fav Song.

Finally change my damn blog!!!!!!!!!!!

woohoo......
my trip to kukup last weekend was great...
really enjoy myself.......i believe my frenze enjoy themselves too
hahaha.....
the house we stayed in, is a bungalow that is built above seawater.


This is is the back of the house...
haha... the floor of the bungalow is made of wood so if any of us stomp our foot... the sound of that elephant leg would be heard clearly.... :D
The Front pouch

all the game and karaoke stuff were provided by the.... hm.... owner?????
whatever it is.... they were provided...and at least, we do not need to bring things to entertain ourselves.... haha
a picture of jess singing....

there were about 3 or 4 tables & tiles of majong to use.... but we only took out 2..
one table is at the back of the house.. and another at the front pouch...
yup...i was at the front playing majong... and since the living room is near to my majong table annoying jess and xiang (singing at the living room) kept disturbing us with their loud voice/singing... hai~~~ i think the whole neighbour can hear what they are singing and toking rubbish with the damn mic.. hahaha

The meal we had there, were not cooked or prepare by us.... the person in charge would do everything. That night, we had BBQ food.....and that is a picture of it... ahhahaa....The amount of food were more than enough....left over food were been eaten by those who lost in the game of zhong ji mi ma. hahaha.......
Majority of us went into the room, each holding a pillow... waiting for a victim to come in.(we lure them in as well...acting as thou nth will happen) haha... sway sway... silly yung ling was the first victim... she came in looking blur... thinking why haw would suddenly close the door behind her... then we immediately attacked her... haha... the next one was kok hui.... hahaha.......
On the last day of our trip.. we had seafood which were also in the package....Yummy yummy...
After our lunch, we begin our way home on a cab....hahaha...but i guess everyone energy was not drain off that night.... Because once we reach lakin, we went to holiday plaza and city square to shop...
Anyway u must be wondering...there are so many of us... we might need 3 or 4 cab to ferry us around....hahha.... NOPE!! our frenze yee haw went home to get his family school bus.... hmmm...nonono... it is a van...(his mum use van to fetch school student too)to fetch us around.. hahaha... how convenient can it be....

yup..
my exam are finally over....
it is time for me to do all the things
that i wanted to do during my exams....
sleep...eat....watch DVD... go shopping....
hang out with my buddies.... relax at the beach....
go for a holiday.....clubbing.... blablabla...
AND get a job...
previously, my aunt got a job for me at DBS bank...
and now another aunty of mine, found a job for me
but everything can only be confirm at the end of this week..
hahaha.... realise that i am so luckily...
because i got my aunties to help me...
they are the BEST....
hahaha

anyway, my frenze and i are going kukope this weekend...
another outting with my great and cool pals
hmm...about 10 over people are going...
hahaha.... forgot who are going...
opps... so evil of me to forget...
hahaa... my darling is going too...
yippy...... wonder why???
because we are all from the same secondary school...
and the same batch...
his frenze are like mine... and my frenze are like his...
yippy....
really looking forward to this weekend...

miss my sisters and bros so much.....

hai~~ i shouldnt have start it.....
i shouldnt have.....
and now i just cant stop myself ...
i am in deep shit.............
exams are coming....
and i am all my attention is on the korean show " da chang jing"
it is so addictive lah...
i kept watching and watching...
the whole day, i can just stay home to watch the show
didnt study at all....
but the show is really nice....
to the extent that some people will even take leave to watch the show...
hmm.......
i gotton stop myself from it..............
i have to....
i have to....
i have to....
arhhhhhhhhh....................................................
i hate the feeling.............................................

happy new year to all chinese pals....(although it came abit late)
hahaha...
i have been very tired even before CNY came.
cuz i gotton rush project...presentation...
then CNY eve...it is a tradition to sleep late...
and i have been sleeping late for the past two weeks...
i am freaking tired everyday....
rant....rant...rant....
hai~~ i can never stop grumbling how tired i can be..
but i did enjoy my CNY....
going house to house, eating and eating...
talking and talking.... AND playing majong
haha....
On the first day of CNY...
Family Photo and
some silly photos me and my sibling....

First day of chinese new year


second day of chinese new year
family photo at my uncle house.. (with a little of my grandma)


hahaha.... Estee acting cool....


and now that school has start... i gotton carry on with my chonging of project and exam
hai~~i have not even start studying my exam lah....
cuz i keep thinking of majong...
which result to diffculties in concentration...
moreover, quite a number of my frenze ask me how to count "tai"
tempting me to play...
arghhh...........
now still thursday...cannot play yet...
wait till weekend...wait till weekend...
hahaha...i sound like some gambling nuts huh??
haha...no lah....i will only play majong during chinese new year..
hai~~ waiting for another 3 weeks...
than i will be free... free like a bird...
i can do whatever i want...
rot and play like nobody business....
hahaha....
then i can also ask my clubbing khakis to go club with me...
haha...
looking forward to the end of exam......

In about two weeks time...will be CNY
havent buy my clothes...my shoes...my handbag
why???
busy busy busy......
hmm...actually, i should say i am lazy....
and this few weeks, i have to do alot of shopping...
because i didnt know CNY is so near...
till i see the calender, one week back....
hai~~ lazy to go town....
but i really really need to hunt for my new clotherings, shoes...blablabla...
and i realise i have alot of things to buy....
(when i wrote a shopping list)
damn it manz.....
Anyway, i have been going shopping with my bf.....
bought a top.... cuz my bf and i felt that it look nice on me...
and out of so many days of shopping...
yupyup...i bought that only...
because... i cannot find what i want...
clothes are either nice but bad quality
or my size is sold out...
or it is way too too expensive....
which i mean...one top can cost about 70+
hai~~~ all i can do is slowly find loh....

hope that when my sister come back from korea...
she would have bought some clothes for me too...
hohoho...
i always get many presents when my sister go oversea....
ohh....my parents too....
doesnt matter if i didnt go......
cuz i am still young...
hhahaha....
the road ahead of me is still long....
most of all....i am anticipating the next holiday which i am going with dear...
hahaha

anyway....
i have been eyeing on the coach bag which look a little like gucci...
which of course, coach is so much nicer than gucci!!!
i can just buy it now...
but i guess my folks would slaughter me....
if they knew how much it cost....
and that i am still a student.... why i need it for....
but i just love it...
yupyup..
okie then....dunn tink about it for the time being
because i believe i will get it

dunn know what is wrong with me.....
i feel sleepy very easily
and i have at least 10 hrs of sleep...
and i am still sleepy during the night...
maybe i have sleep too much....

anyway, my parent came back from egypt
they bought so many things....
for my sisters and me........
hohoho.........
below are some of the photos they took




haha...my mum is hiding
behind my dad...cuz of the sun light...
i am like tt too....
with my darling..
hahaha
it runs in the family




dunn u feel my parent look loving....
hahaha........
yupyup....and my mum keep grumbling why my dad likes to put his hand on her
shoulder........
hahaha....
weird.....
anyway those photo i put are not even one quater of all the photos my parent took
just showing u all loh...
hahaha.....

Egypt seems to be a great place....
i bet that would be one of the places, i would go for holiday when i retire....
hahaha

i am having two weeks of holiday...
but it doesnt seems like a holiday...
and i am kinda stress..
because of the number of projects i have..... and up coming test....
hmm..... no choice...life just sux..
yupyup
so tonight i am going clubbing with my frenze...
chilly out...and dance with the music...
yeayea......
FINALLY, my bf is going clubbing with me....
because out of so many times i went....
he never go club with me
he just dislike clubbing...
hohoho............


hai~~~~ sick of everything.....
life is like a vacuum cleaner....it suxx....
hahaha..... what a funny phase.......

CHRISTMAS IS JUST NEXT WEEK............................
YEA!!!!!!!!
i love christmas... and i bet everyone love christmas..
hahaha...
ohh..NO!!! i have not finish with my shopping list of presents...
hmm...gotton finish it during the weekend..
i bet everywhere will be full of human beings
gotton squeeze and snatch the items i need to buy..
hahhaa...
violent.......
too excited....
busy busy busy...
lots of celebration....
yeayea........

finally, today is sunday...
and my guy would be back tomolo evening....
that great!!!
i miss him so much...
hmm......today was kinda busy....
because my relative came...
have to socialise and get drinks for them...blabla
and i was somehow playing with my little cousins too...
haha......

*yea!!!!! i will be seeing him in less than 24 Hr...*

hai~~~waiting for his return......
i miss my darling!!!!!!!!!!

hai~~my bf will be away for quite a number of days.....
gotton miss him lots....
but i will have more time for myself..
hohoho....
and yupyup....
i skipped two days of my lessons..yesterday and today...
because kinda tired and sick of those boring lesson....
look as thou i am running away from it uh??
just for these two days only......
after which i just gotton drag myself to attend it....

i also went to meet my buddies yesterday night...
we had a great time chatting and laughing away
but the main purpose of our meeting is to discuss what programs there will be for
christmas....
yupyup...
after two hrs of quarrelling, fighting, pulling hair
we still have problems organising it.....
hmm.....so i guess the result will only come out at the later part
hahaha...

hmm....i am having lesson now...
and here i am, eating my breakfast...
with the weird tea my mum made for me....
haha....
hungry...hungry.....

ohh...yea...........
meeting my pals tomolo....
it has been so long since the last time i saw them
miss them so much.....
hahaha.......

ohh manz...
i just love vera wang dress and gown....
they are just so beautiful and elegant....
i spotted one...which is a purple strapless dress scalloped hem and cassis grosgrain...
i am totally in love with it
ohh.... i wanna own one!!!!
i believe i will... i will...

picture of us at genting

some of the picture of us.... at genting...

hmm....cant wait for term break to come...
cant wait for christmas to come too...
i have been sick of school life...
how boring can it be....
that is why me and my sec school frenze meet up regularly...
hahaha....
it is just so fun being with them
to the extent of losing my voice each time i meet up with them

Other than school is boring.... singapore is boring too....
once we decided to go out.....gotton thinking of where to go...
not orchard..will be bugis...not bugis...will be suntec
so boring...
although, i do go other place than this three....
but this are the main hot spot in singapore..
and i am actually sick of it...
hahaha....how small can singapore be...
hmm.... so sometimes after school, i will play tennis with my bf....
but he is always busy with project and sketches....
i can hardly meet him or talk to him......
but i just gotton get use to it....

Life just go on and on and on.........................
and if i dunn spice up my life....
it would just be boring...

hahahhaa

the silly us......

soul sisters rox.......