The late night seems to be alive once more and i just love the silents and the darkness of the night. it is as though i could really be myself .Because no one would actually bother what i am doing. Such a long.... but yet a beautiful night. Wouldnt it be lovely if my darling was around? Wouldnt it be great if he was there to protect me? i crave for his hug that would warm me and make me feel so secure that nothing could come in our way. The love he shower on me, make me feel the happiest girl on earth. There are just endless stuff about him that i love for. What more can i still ask from god. He is also the guy who came along during the recovery of my illness...he made me believe that it was worth having a new life after a long illness. The long and unbearable life that lasted 2 yrs which made me a pessimistic person towards love and relationship. He did not directly heal me.... but it was his love, his perservance, his care that touched me.............................................................

to be continue....

forever

I'll be loving you........forever
Deep inside my heart, u'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love u still forever

by damage

it is a song which i will never forget as it bring me back memories....