my school is offering an exchange program to france or germany. and i am thinking whether i should submit my application form to give it a try.
Before the semina, lots of them were discussing and eager to go for it. But when the lecturer told us that the trip will cost up to $10 k, most of them seems to have back out. I am not sure how many people are applying for it. And there are only 9 position for france and 4 or 5 for germany. very little rite?? yea... thats why i am hesitating. goodness.... 3 more days left to think and if i decide to go for it, i gotton do lots of preparation work as in the school want not only the application form, Indeminty form, health delcaration and also resume, essay and blablabla...
they will short list a few and those students who are selected, gotton go for an interview with the school of director. haha...that is not one of the reasons why i am hesitating, cuz it is just a interview..how scary can it be..
hhm...why..why am i hesitating... cuz i gotton stay there for 4 to 6 mths?? maybe...but come on, it is only about 4mths.
cuz of jeremy?? hmm.....ya..kinda of.. gotton miss him like nuts...
althou, he didnt say. i can tell from his expression that he dont really want me to go. haiz...
as for my folks, they are okie with it... so the decision lies in me...

how how how.........

arghh....

Good manners are vital. It depend on the upbringing of parents and one's surrounding environment. Fortunately, there is nothing much parents can do, to help their children avoid the consequences of inconsiderate actions.
This world would be a much more pleasant place if courtesy was prevalent. When delivered with kindness and consideration, our words and actions are better received. when we treat others well, we feel better about ourselves and those around us. Most importantly, we bring happiness to those around us rather than offending them or hurting them.

i know i should have control my temper and not shout at him. But how can he be so naughty and disrespectful... i have been enduring him since day one and today he just went off that limit.. i was so angry that i burst into tears. thou it was kinda silly, i will never forget that he is the one who drove me up the wall!!!!!

whooo...........

went MOS with my poly frenze. Heard that it was a tertiary party. Quite lame rite?? haha..i knew it when we just reach the club and my mood was kinda ruin. Remember me saying that i hated MOS rite?? haha..yea... till now i still dunn like MOS. i went cuz my frenze have free tickets and cuz lots of my frenze are going. about 8 or 9 of them. haha..
of course, it was super crowded. so crowed that we gotton squeeze into the dance floor... and people just keep cutting your way when u are dancing.. so frustrating...
me and geokie.. finally we club together.. haha... too crowded...so didnt manage to take pic with others. haha
haha...but it was fun.. cooper and alex was so entertaining.. dancing like nobody's business..
yupyup....luckily after that night clubbing, i still manage to crawl out of bed to go to school..
anyway, going to school....didnt need much of my brain cells.. cuz i was slacking the whole day.. finding things to do and eat..
haha..goodness... and straight after school... i gotton go for a chalet at down town. Althou very little of them went but i think that as long as the right people went... those who know how to "play" and have fun.... that is already enough..
hohoho.... i said that to my soul sisters too...

woohoo..........tomolo going to school to slack again...
how cool can it be....
*sigh*
seriously, it is very boring...
hahaha...
but anyway.. i going jogging..
very determine to jog even thou i am jogging alone..
haha... cuz pam and joyce who accompanied me only ran a few rounds....
woohoo...........
woohoo...........

Blue

i am lost.
i am confuse.
do i still love u as much as i do before?
do i still feel the excitement when we date?
do i really want this relationship to go on?
i am lost.
i am confuse.

i tot we solved it
i tot the problem were gone.
but my heart seems to have doubt about it.
what is my next step?
what will the outcome be?
I dunn know.
i dunn know.

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if you're not the one
then why does my soul feel glad today
if you're not the one
then why does my hand fit yours this way
if you're not mine
then why does your heart return my call
if you're not mine
would i have the strength to stand at all
never knew what the future brings
but i know you here with me now
we'll make it through and i hope you are the one i share my life with
and i wish that you could be the one i die with.
i hope i love u all my life.

flea fly flow

My work at ATI ended last week. felt happy and sad at the same time. Happy cuz i dunn have to travel to paya lebar. And sad cuz i am leaving. haha.....weird.. yup.. gotton miss my colleagues. but think i will meet them soon cuz they are organising my farewell trip to JB.. haha...

Sem 2 just start this week and it is TEP. are u wondering what izzit?? it is school internal attachment..there are two attachment, one internal(free labour) and the other is external (being paid) These few days were quite relax for my team. Nothing much to do. haha..some are so busy..yet there are some departments that are super slack.

previously, i was watching the korean show called My Girl. it is very funny... haha... it is about a girl who worked for a rich guy by pretending to be his long lost cousin. his grandpa is very ill and his last wish is to be able to find his long lost grand-daughter. and after so long, they are still unable to find her..so ask "you lin", who happen to pissed "gong chan", to be part of their family. And yup..after sometime, feelings develop. haha... catch it and u will know.. Currently, i'm watching princess hour... hm...it is not bad... there are some parts that are quite funny... and the 2nd main actor is so good-looking...haha....so so good looking.. but i still love ahn jae wook. although he is in his 30s, he is still very look charming and his mesmerizing smile, make my heart leap... hahaha...goodness..i am crazy..

going pulua ubin this saturday..... how exciting... haha..the last time i went with my frenze was last year i think. it has been so long since i enjoy the SUN.... haha..cuz i am always lazy..
and jeremy keep asking me to sentosa with him... haha... but i kept postphone it... guess he will not ask me to go sentosa unless i suggest it.
frankly, i dunn know what has gotton into me.. i keep missing him and can get quite upset when we cant meet. it is not as thou i dunn miss him.. as in..things are under control last time, unlike now... haiz... crazy me.. now he is back to his busy schedules with tons of project submittion and me?? most of the time in school... and after school i will be too tired to meet up. so ya... we meet up less often. other than that, i also miss going out with my frenze... i was busy working last few weeks, even have some problems meeting him... haiz... what is wrong with my life??
but still i am contented with it... heehee.... cuz i have my love ones... :D